***please note - this is not directed or about one person. These are just general thoughts and feelings that I have. Thank you!
I've noticed some things about myself lately and it has triggered a lot of thinking - here it is;
- I look past all of the bad things and I see the best in every situation.
- I see past the lies that have been told and I forgive.
- I don't judge or speculate and I always give the benefit of the doubt.
- I trust in what is told and find no reason to doubt
But are these good quality's to have?
I am not so sure. I sometimes think that I am not looking past the bad things - I am just making excuses for that person. I think that maybe I am not seeing past lies and giving people the benefit - I am just convincing myself that people always have good intentions.
This often gets me into trouble. Where is the line between being a good Christian person and being naive?
Even though I know all this - I can't seem to change. I continue to make myself believe that people are good and real and that humanity exists in everyone...why is that?
Is it time to stop being so disillusioned?