If you read my last post you could probably tell that I am feeling a little stressed out. This is kinda unusual for me this time of year because I just love the holidays and I always try and enjoy them no matter what. But this year things are a bit different;
* We wont be spending Christmas with my Dad's side of the family because they are traveling.
* It's the first Christmas without my father-in-law Tom who passed away last year. I will miss seeing him in his goofy slippers
* And Christmas is always a little sad with out my grandmother. She always made Christmas so special for us.
* Even my mother's side of the family will be split up.
* And I have no church to go to. There are some major conflicts in my church right now because the pastors son was molesting a 15 year old girl in the youth group. And this girl...was very good friends with my younger brothers. I can't begin to tell you how this has affected the kids and my family. The worst part is...the church is supporting the creep and not the victim. I can't even deal with this because it brings back memories of something similar that I have had to deal with as a young girl.
With all this being said...{I'm a very
traditional person}...I like things simple. I am trying to accept all this but its tough.
So I thought that it might be best to flip things around and be a little positive. I'm hoping it makes me feel a better. Here is my Top 5 things I am looking forward to this Christmas...
- This is my first Christmas in my first home, that's a pretty special thing to me. There is nothing better than spending this Christmas with my hubs, pup and cats
- Getting together with neighbors for some Christmas drinks and fun games
- The Italian feast that awaits us on Christmas Eve at Nan & Pop's house
- Going to Mom's Christmas morning for breakfast and presents...ahhh, the wood burning stove will be roaring and the Christmas carols will be playing...so lovely
- The advent service at my grandmothers on Christmas Eve, I have something special to say this year {to be posted later}